Hey poeple ...
This is the song from Lin Jun Jie's latest album ...
Song Title: DOWN
It's a nice song and I love this song alot. If you have the video for this song, please send me an email or something. Tks :)
I can't believe it, tell me i am dreaming that we are still we.
It was amazing said you were lucky that you found me.
It was on a rainy day that we met, you didn't have a place to go.
As we just met so lets go slow but no you just told me to keep you from the cold
Sorry i can't take it, why you fake it, why did we kiss.
And i'm just down, you've left me with a note and without a sound.
I've figured i must stop being such a child. You'll never know how much i've been around.
How my heart just frowns on your down
I'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your cloud, i'll take round and round
And if you don't mind i could be your standing ground
Even if that means i'll drown.
As we just met so lets go slow but no you just told me to keep you from the cold
Sorry i can't take it, why you fake it, why did we kiss.
And i'm just down, you've left me with a note and without a sound.
I've figured i must stop being such a child. You'll never know how much i've been around.
How my heart just frowns on your down
I'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your cloud, i'll take round and round
And if you don't mind i could be your standing ground
Even if that means i'll drown.
And baby that will be my one last vow
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I sat there with memories aflowing,
The place of our beloved beginings,
Our first, our last and our promised readings,
My tears go streaming.
I sat there, awaiting.
The hot sun in the sky blazing,
The viod lead me crying.
I'm all alone in the cold summer, breaking.
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Everytime i see you, i felt so sweet inside.
This is the way i've always felt.
I have such a warm feeling in my heart becasue of you.
Everynight i close my eyes to find you in my sleep.
I just love you being there.
I treasure the times when i always gets to see you.
I dont' care what others seem to say.
I love you no matter what it is you do.
The truth is, I've fallen deeply in love with you.
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As i walked alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
To what we used to be.
to the secrets we used to share.
How i wished you were here with me,
Sharing the unmbrella,
in this lonely yet cold night.
Wishpering sweet nothings in my ear.
I miss you so much.
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Hii hie ...
On tuesday [28th march'2006], i was too tired and not feelin very well therefore i skipped tuition again. Than yesterday [29th March'2006], didn't feel like going fot tuition than i skipped tuition again. This week, i did not go for tuition for the whole week le. Yesterday i very pek che lorx! Emily very fickle minded worrx! At first she say very tempt than don't wana go tuition le. Than after that Roy call her than she say must submit to authority than she went for tuition alone. Coz i die die also don't wana go tuition, futher more i not feeling well lorx! So i went to play pool with Boon Yew and Teng Hui Kor.
Than Boon Yew got scolding from Roy because of me. Haix! I hai Boon Yew bei ma from Roy. Roy scold him say he cannot spoil me. He say if i not feeling well than don't wana go tuition must ask me to go home. Cannot let me stay outside to late. And ask Boon Yew how can he let me go play pool if i not feeling well, must ask me to go home mahx. But not Boon Yew fault what. Haix. I don't wana go home Boon Yew also can do nothing mahx. But Soon Yew never blame me or scold me. He talk to me nicely than explain things to me, and he cheer me up also.
Than after awhile, Roy came and look for us and have a few games with us. Than after that Emily came from tuition to look for us also. We started around 9:30pm and play until about 11+pm than go home.
At first, Boon Yew and Teng Hui Kor played 2 games. When they were about to finished the 1st game, Roy came. After their 2nd round, Roy played with Teng Hui Kor than Boon Yew taught me my chemisty homework. After quite awhile, he finally finished teaching me than i tag team with Boon Yew and play against Teng Hui Kor. After i think the 1st game, Emily came than she tag team with Teng Hui Kor. Than at about 11pm, Roy left. Boon Yew said that he wana train my pool skill. So i think on Friday [31st March'2006], we going to play pool again.
i so tyco (lucky) lorx! The game was quite well played yesterday. Maybe because got Boon Yew there to guide me bahx. Hahas ... Than after that, Emily went to the bus interchange to take bus than we went to the road outside Pavillion to take bus. Boon Yew pei me take bus 3 than he go Punggol find apple eat supper. Than on the bus he told me alot of things.
I ask him to tutor me for my 'O' level tha he said ok, ask me to call him again. But he say must wait after Easter Day than he free. Coz now he's on attachement.
Today, i never go school. Coz i not feeling well again. SIGH!!!
But than, i wana thank Daddy[God] for the blessings, and wana thank Boon Yew for everything that he had done last night. :)
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Hii hie ...
Yesterday Monday [27th march'2006], wait for Emily until we are late for tuition. So when we are about to go and take the MRT, when we went to tap our cards than she realised that her card got no more monry le. And she got no money to top up her card also. So we decided not to go tuition, and i called my kor down and we went to Pavillion, K Pool to play pool. We play until 10+pm, than we went for a drink at Mac than went home.
We were so blessed by Daddy[God], lorx. Luckily we left fast enough. Guess what, there were 3 policemen who came by to have a spot check. Phew!!! If we got check that will be my day man. Hahas ...
Daddy thanks for all the blessings. Love you lots *Mauckz*
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Hey ...
I happend to come across this ...
Always remember this ...
Sometimes, when your love ones left you, it's not because they don't love you anymore.
It's because you have done something that have really hurt them, therefore they left you.
They left you it's not because they don't love you anymore, but it is because they love you to much that they can't bring themselve to forgive you, therefore as a result they left you.
So, when your love ones, eg. Boyfriend, Girlfriend, Friends, Family ... whoever. When they left you, instead of blaming them of hating them, think what you have done and do some soul searching before hating them.
Take this message to heart, into consideration. Don't wait till it's too late for regrets. :)
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WTF LORX!!! Today went to the principal office to talk. To discuss about my abesentism. i thought it was going to help me, but even before we started our conversation, he was obviously siding his stupid bloddy teachers. Whats the point to carry on the conversation than? It's just a waste of time lorx. We talked for like 4 peroids, about 2hr 20 mins.
Guess what, Than my form teacher suddenly pop in out of nowhere. She happen to be in the general office, and when she saw that i was there being kpo, she asked if she is allowed to join in. DUH!!!! She's my form teacher and futher more, one of those stupid teachers under that principal, of coz she'll be allowed in lahx!!!! So obvious lorx!!!
Don't tell mt the principal is going to say: "No!!! Can't you see we are having a private talk here? You so kpo for what??? Don't you have any class now???Get back to your job lahx!!! Before i fire you!!!"
DUH!!!
Anyone would have guessed that the principal will tell his teachers : " Do you have any class now? If not you are most welcome to join in, futhermore, you are this pupil's form teacher, you might be of some help."
The world is so unfair and relistic lorx!!! everyone is trying to suck up to their boss. Whatever man!! Don't they have a bloody working mind of their own to think, better than to suck up at their bosses so that they'll be promoted or have increase in their pay???
SIGH!!!! What a wasted trip, wasted my enery, tears and everything!!!
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WTF LORX!!! Today i so guai went to school than that F****** Bitch picked on me again. I did nothing wrong ok!!! I was doing this stupid assignment that she gave today. So she was walk around the class and than up and down the path near by where i was sitting.
I bet that she was trying to find some fault with me or something so that she could bloody hell scold me. First, she took a very close look at my paper screening for mistake so that she can scold me. But guess what, i happend to have everything right and she walked off angrily. Than after a while, she came back again. Now, she took a look at my neat paper and started scolding me for nothing.
This is what she said in a LOUD voice. As good as scolding, i think she did it on purpose so that she can embarrsed me infront of the class.
BFB: "Regina!!! You are doing maths, not english therefore you do not need to write in such a gramatical english sentence. "
She said something similar to this, i was too lazy to bother about her and was totally shut off from her therefore i did not conentrate what the hell she was yuking about.
I mean, i did it so perfect, and did it in a neat and orderly manner and wasted my pen ink to do her stupid work, and she can still scold me for doing the right thing. Maybe she's just jealous that my english is better than hers. Who knows?!
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A touching love story Some young people liked in facilitating the girl which the store worked, he could arrive inside every day the shop which the girl worked to buy package of cigarettes, the gradually two people started mutually familiar, when the girl worked felt was bored tasteless, the young people could appear, he could accompany the girl to speak, perhaps teased the girl to be happy The girl also knew the young people liked own as if, but own already had wants the good boyfriend very much Has the store to clamp the doll machine.. After inside the girl liked very much the baby, the young people knows, same day he finally vindicated to her, hoped the girl can accept him, did not know how is the good girl, only can cruel tell the young people, she and he is not impossible, because she already had the boyfriend which the depth loved, after the young people have listened silent nod, he did not lose heart asks the girl, own really have not had the opportunity? The good girl is not cruel enough to... Thereupon her finger baby machine inside down baby was saying, only if you clamp the full 100 babies, moreover one day only can clamp The original girl hoped dilutes the young people with the time to own sentiment, she thought, one day clamps 1 baby, most quickly also takes for more than three months only then has 100, moreover the young people should not be able really to have patiently clamp the full 100 babies These three month-long time, she can maintain the distance as far as possible with the boy, the young people or arrives the store to come every day, but the girl starts to change desolately, he always tries to chat some girls to have the interest the topic, but the girl still looks cold and indifferentbe standoffish Because she knew only has this, only then cannot let the young people fall deeper. The young people perhaps feel girl's intention, thereupon he clamps the baby every day, sometimes the luck good clamped two center, sometimes transported the refraction, the pocket money squanders has not also clamped, had to lend money with the friend continues to clamp, continuously arrived clamps up to Regardless of spend how much money to spend how much time, he certainly can clamp a baby every day, only is he is unable with the girl to share clamps baby's joy, because he knew the girl intends to have to avoid him, in order to fear directs the sound to girl's mood, he only can smile outside the display window nods to the girl Quite several, see the young people because clamps baby's jubilant appearance, the girls all want to flush said to him, I deceive you, you again do not clamp, calculated you really clamped to 100 babies, I with you also was not impossible! But as soon as thought the young people hoped is disillusioned the appearance, the girl has the heart, she only can unceasingly hesitate Such 1 day,2 days,3 days.., young people's baby quantity unceasing accumulation, but the girl sedulously maintains the distance with the young people the result, then is lets oneself after work time reveals lonelily Did not know is which one day, the girl because is unable in the outside areas work boyfriend to accompany she 18 year-old birthday, quarrelled with the boyfriend, but that day young people still one like in the past arrived facilitate the store, what was different was that day young people unexpectedly entered in the shop, he said to the girl, may make an exception lets him clamp two babies in today to go back, but because quarrelled but the mood not good girl with the boyfriend, was angry very much on the scene resists him Then, the young people walk to the baby machine nearby, silently clamped a baby to go back, left after the young people when, he looked at to in the display window girl Previous day after, the young people have not come to clamp the baby again Just started girl's although thought strangely, but still rejoiced oneself has finally laid down in the heart big stone But gradually, she suddenly thought is not familiar with, because that can every day in order to she clamps baby's familiar back, looks like the air equally to vanish disappeared, by now the girl only then discovered, originally in her heart sense of being lost and lonely goes far beyond the young people to take to her burden Only is all.. The girl starts to think of the before young people came the intravenous drip which in the shop accompanied her to chat Even if he only is stands outside the display window is silent clamps the baby, can take to her as if the inexplicable security sense Therefore the girl goes to work every day time, always unceasing gains ground look arounds, that familiar form has come? What a pity is, the young people have not always appeared, is only left over that nobody use baby machine One day, after the girl gets off work, has met in the shop entrance before often friend which comes together with the young people, she anxious asks his young people's whereabouts, but young people's friend is a face is low-spirited, he leads the girl to arrive young people's family, when he opens young people's room gate, maps the girl eye 簾 is a group of babies machine inside down baby, as well as lies down on the bed moves also the motionless young people The original young people's vertebra is sick, must have to operate can preserve the life, but operates has a half probability to be able to be defeated causes the whole body paralysis, the young people in day before evening which operates, also is the girl and the boyfriend loudly quarrels a that day, hoped the girl the opportunity clamps 2 babies for him, because he already accumulated has 98, however actually encountered the girl to return 絕, after previous day the young people surgery unfortunate defeat turned the vegetable, young people's mother has taken a letter to the girl, that was the young people in front of the surgery wrote: Actually I already knew that, calculated clamped 100 babies, 妳 was impossible to be sure to like me, I therefore such made certainly was not intentionally must create 妳 the puzzle, but was the hope in my limited time, proved I once very attentively loved a person, like this foot 夠, if 妳 saw this letter, that expressed I also was unable for you to clamp the baby again, sorry, perhaps I diligently 夠, have not been able to clamp to 100 babies personally give you. The girl looked nearby bed 99 downs babies, that is the sincerity which 99 is unable to withstand, in the eye socket tears already bursts a dike.. Previous day the girl arrived young people's family, she put the 100th down baby to in young people's hand, by now already turned the vegetable he, the eye has flowed off the tears... |
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hii hie ...
I realised that many teachers are getting pregnant recently. I think thay're too horny. Oops ... Did i just say horny??? Lolx ...
Well, my form teacher is four months pregnant, but only found out recently, like last week. Her tummy is so small that you can't see it and no one realises it. It's more like four weeks to me than four months.
And there were alot of teachers in school that are pregnant. Why now??? When we are having 'O' level??? Sigh!!!
I was chatting with Reena, my twin sister on MSN and i told her about the number of teachers getting pregnant recently. While in case you don't know, she went to Perth and therefore do not have much clue of what's happening here therefore we'll have to keep her updated.
Alright!!! We were chatting than suddeny i thought ...
Me: The teachers are pregnant now, than when 'O' levels are nearning, they'll all not be in school, as they'll be in the labour room giving birth. Than the schools will be full of male teachers and no female treachers.
Reena: Maybe the male teachers are having affairs with the female teachers.
Me: Than there will b no teachers in the school, coz when the female teachers are in the labour room giving birth, i'm sure that the male will have to follow in to witness the moment of their life. The life they have created.
Reena: Than maybe Mr.Sin(Principal) won't be in school also.
Me: Maybe he went to be their superviser. Hahas
Me again: YEAH!!! Than we'll take over the school, create havoc and tear the school down. Hahas.
Reena: So bad.
Me: We are doing good deeds ok. Since he has been sinning, we are just helping him to lessen his sin.
Reena: LoLx!
PS: The above Chat is slightly edited. It's not the original conversation.
Ok ... Let's get to the next post ...
O yah!!! You know something?? I was drinking this glass of sunkiss orange juice. Before drinking, i saw something weird inside and didn't know what was that, thought that it was some orange thingy i decided to ignore it. Until when i drink it again, i realised that it was a stupid fly that came from don't know where. SIGH!!! Just thikning of it make me feel like puking. Poor me.
I'm feeling sick now ... I think i better stop here ... Bye bye ...
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I really wonder what on earth had that bloody f****** bitch (Form teacher) told my mummy during PTC on 10th March'06[Friday]. She bloody hell stole my mummy away from me.
Now even my mummy dis-believe me and lost trust in me. What's the point of carrying on life now??? I don't see the point of living, and i can't see one.
I fainted right in front of her every eyes today, and she came over kick me lightly and told me not to fake it. What the F*** lorrx!!! It really hurts me okies !!!! The kick doesn't hurt. It's the pain in my heart that hurts badly. I've been crying since 6:35am till now and i can't stop. It's worst than tearing my heart apart. it's like millions and millions an millions of spear is piercing through my heart. My heart has been broken into pieces, into dust.
My eyes are freaking dmn swollen now lorx!!!
I know she did this because she loves me, because she cares for me, but she has already lost trust in me and called ma a lier.
What should i do now???!!!
I can't carry on live anymore ...
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Hii hie ...
School really sux man!!! Everyday get scolding. What the Hell. School is killing me. I feel like quitting school. I hate the school, the teachers, and the bloody principal. I hate every eaching stuff and office stuff in school!!!!
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Hii hie ...
Today my mummy and my alarm never ring, than when i woke up it's already nearly 8am, so i my didi and i did not go to school. hahas ...
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Hii hie ...
I'm so happy today, i wana thank Daddy God for the blessings.
Thanks for the Nokia 6230i ...
Although it's an old phone, and it's my old phone Nokia 6230, just with and 'i' behind but i really like this phone ...
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Heyys!!!
Today was quite a tiring day lorx! Went for MT(Mother Tongue) Mock exam today. Was supposed to be in school by i think 7:50am, as the paper statrs at 8am, but i slowly stroll into the school although it was already 8am. But, many people were late, so the paper started at 8:15am. But hack, i think i'm going to fail anyway so it doesn't matter. Anway it's just a MOCK EXAM and it is not counted in 'O' Levels.
After the paper ended at 12pm, i went home get ready my stuff and head of to SENTOSA!!! it's our cell group outing, but only a few turned up. But we had fun, so it doesn't matter. They arrived there and had fun like around 11am in the morning while i'm still having the stupid paper. By the time i reached there, it's already around 4pm. I had only 1hr 30mins of fun while they had like 6hr 30mins of fun. SIGH!!! UNFAIR!!!
Anyway after that, we went for dinner. And i was like really super late for my tuition class. It starts from 7:30pm to 9:30pm, and i reach there like 9pm. We went to somewhere near YMCA for our dinner. The food there is nice and cheap. It cost like only $3 for most of the things there. After my dinner, Emily and i rushed for our tuition class, but we lost our way therefore we reached only at 9pm. We went round and round and round and round ... ... The SMU is like so damn big lorx!!! So many SMUs there. Stupid thing cost us to lost our way.
The next post, i'll put up our photos.
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Hi there peeps ...
Practically i've been so busy now adays, i hardly have time to enough take a glismp of my computer, so don't mention about me using it. Even if i have the time to use it, i can't use it in peace as my phone will be ringing, messages will be coming in and contacts of my MSN won't stop disturbing me. Even with the statues BUSY!!!, they still chatted with me, and therefore i've got to be kind and have manners, so i've got to reply their messages and entertain them.
Okies, let's get to the mian point, as i need to go to bed. If you realised, it's already 1+am in the morning.
The 1st post is for 6th March'2006 ...
If i remember correctly, Emily & i were on our way home in the bus number 14 from city hall to bedok after our tuition class on Monday [6th' March], and while we were in the bus, this bus attendant came up and check if we paid our bus fair. Guess what the hell he did!!! He tore my neoprint of my ex-link, and fold it into half. and after that, he happily went up to check the rest on top(we were on a double decker), and he actually came down to throw some coins, as someone probably did not pay their fair. Emily & i actaully harled all the valgurites and were cursing and swearing at him all the way, even when he got down the bus, we were still cursing and swearing, althogugh we are not supposed to do that.
The 2nd post is for 17th March'2006 ...
That day i had to go go back to school at 6pm for PTC(Parents-Teacher Conference) and listen to the principal while he tell his boring grandmother story. Before that, my form teacher talked to my mum, and she asked me away while she had a word with her. I wonder what the hell did she tell my mum. My mum was so furious after that, and she bloodly hell told me to stop all my church activites. Like who on earth is she to tell me off ... Than, i was supposed to go for cell group after that, but i wasn't allowed to go out due to that stupid talk during PTC. But when my mum went out, i sneak out. But i did ask for her permission, so i did not sneak out after all.
Than i meet my cell group friends on the bus and the simliar thing that happend on 6th March happen again, but this time round is a woman. I being clever, took out the neoprint myslef, and that woman is really very irritating lorx. She keeps yacking and yacking. Emily and i wanted to scold her and did what we did, but out cell group leader is with us,therefore we did not scold valgurities or whatsoever, as we did not wana get a discipleship from our cell group leader. That woman got to count herself lucky man, if not i would really curse and swear at her.
The 3rd post in for 18th March'2006...
After service(church), we went to Tampines Block 201 to play basketball as usual. That day, i was so suay lorx. my stupid ez-link card suddenly run out of money, and i do not even have a single cent with me. So i turned to the woman next to me, and asked to borrow some coins, but without checking she said she do not have coins, which obviously shows that she do not even wana spare me 50cents for a bus ride. So damn selfish lorx. It's just like 50 cents, i did not ask her for $5 or $50 ... i just asked for 50 cents. But with God's blessing, the kind bus uncle said nevermind, and i got a free ride home.
The 4th post is for 19th March'2006 ...
There's nothing much, except that i wasn't supposed to go out on sundays, as i out every monday to saturday therefore i got to be home on sundays, but than i went out with my church friends for dinner at Marina Bay. We went there for stemaboat. After that, acting smart we did not wana take the bus so we walked back to the MRT station, but lost our way. After searchig for like half an hour, we finally decided to turn back, finally realising the station is just a stone's throw from us if we walked straight, but instead we went into that stupid tunnel where only for cars and not humans. Those people in the car that drove by, looked as us as if we are some weirdo ... sigh!!!
FINALLY!!!
The 5th and last post ... 13th March' 2006
Today, i woke up at about 6:50am in the morning and went to school. We went to East Coast Park for a 10km walk. and after that went back to school again. When i got home, i went to get ready and went out again. I went to Kbox with Wang Meng. The sessoin is from 1pm to 6pm. After that we went to take neoprints, than went for dinner at Ajisen Raman. Too me, i think that's the worst place to dine at.The food doesn't taste nice, and it's like so damn expansive lorx. What a waste of money. I was supposed to go for my tuition class, but decided to go a movie instead. So i phoned emily, and asked her to look for me in Tampines. We wanted to go and watch with Wang Meng and Chen Jie, but we were underage and therefore not allowed to buy the tickets. So Wang Meng and Chen Jie bought thier tickets at Centuary Sqaure, and than went to Tampines Mall to help me and emily to get the tickets and therefore we watched in different cinemas(LOLX). We went to watch Date Movie, NC16. The show is really funny and nice lorx. You've got to catch this movie. Than in the cinema, she lost her wallet, and i lost my handphone. So after the show, when almost everyone left the place, we went searching for our stuff. And PRAISE THE LORD. We found it.
I 'll stop here. *YAWN* ... i need to go to bed already. GOOD NITEX!!!
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My life is so messed up! i don;t know what's happening to me. I always have mood swings, and always feel dejected!! I'm alive, but i as good as dead in the inside of me!!! I really wana know what's wrong with me, and what's the reason for this to happen!!!
Sometimes, i really just felt like ending my life, so that i'll be able to leabe this miserable life and live in peace. I just wana lead a normal life. Why can't i get that simple request granted???
I don't feel the love at home, it doesn't feels like a home to me!!! It's more like a hotel, a place where i go back to shower and sleep. i really need Jesus to grant me this miracle. I don't wana leave in this world anymore. If He cannot take my pain away by letting me feel more LOVE from people around me, i'd rather he take my life away, so that i can be away from all this sufferings.
I don't feel the love i want, life doesn't seems to be in the right way for me. life to me now is more like death, miserable, everything negative that i can think of and nothing positive.
I'm really very dejected now!!! Jesus i really need you now!!! You are my only saviour, my father, my strength, You are everything to me. Without you, i can die, i won't be what and where i am today. I pray that you'll never neglet me.
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Why isit so difficult to find a boyfriend??? It's not that i wana complain or anything, but even ... Some people who are like so unwanted have a boyfriend. Why not me??? Like 1 of my friend, she's like so bamboo lorrx!!! Flat chested, dumb, fickle minded and blah blah blah ... I can find nothing good about her!!! No good points at all, and yet she found a quite good looking boyfriend, although he's only average to me, but she found a boyfriend, so why can't i ???
SIGH!!! The world is BLIND, it's so UNFAIR to me!!!
Lolx ... I'm not despo or whatever ok!!! It's just that even some one who have super bad and lousy quality or whatever is that can find a boyfriend, so why i can't??? I just don't understand!!! Can some one explain to me ???
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Hii hie,
Sorry for the lack of post recently, as i'm really fully packed and i can hardly find time to use the computer.
My WEEKLY Schedule ...
Monday: Physics Tuition
Tuesday: Maths Tuition
Wednesday: Chemistry Tuition
Thursday: Bible Study
Friday: Cell Group
Saturday: Church Service
My tuition starts at 7:30pm and ends at 9:30 pm, and it is located at City Hall. So, it'll need to get out of home at 5pm, than meet my friend(Emily) at 5:30pm and try to reach the tuition centre by 7:15pm.
This ROUTINE happend every week starting officially from this week, Monday [27th Feb'2006].
Just some short post, i took MC today, as i felt realy tired so i did not attend school. And i asked the doctor for an MC for tomorrow too. So that i can have more rest, as i;m realy dead tired.
I wana go play my game, and going to sleep after that. SO i'll stop my post here. Nite nite!!
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Regina Ng
Gina/Nana
13th Dec' 199o
SEVENteen
Bisexual
Donovan's baby girl[27th April' 2oo8 18th May' 2oo8]
Shoppaholic
Freelance Event Organiser
Slacker
PINK & BLACK are the colors.
SHOPPING & CAM-WHORING are her addiction.
Loves her ATTITUDE.
Adores her gals.
Indulges in Chocolates & Candies.
Being STUBBORN, SPOILT, DEMANDING, UNREASONABLE, WILLFUL, CRAZY, FUN-LOVING, SOCIABLE & HOT-TEMPERED is just her.
She's SIMPLE, yet UNPREDICTABLE.
She'll DO ANYTHING to GET what she WANTS.
She's not born to please anyone,
so don't even dream about her doing things the way you want.
She NEVER gives in.
She doesn't give a damn how others look at her,
it's always about ME,MYSELF&I.
Music'sHerLife,
Rebellious'sHerStyle,
Clubbing'sHerPassion.
Just a gal-next-door,
but can be a real BITCH at times.
A person you don't wana mess with.
LOVE or hate her,
IMPRESS her,
LOVE her,
PAMPER her,
SPOIL her,
PLEASE her.
I'm your ADDICTION,
you CAN'T DENY it.
theCONTACTS
[Friendster] babyreginax@hotmail.com
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[MSN]babyreginax@hotmail.com
[MSN]ngmanyiregina@hotmail.com
[email]babyangel7@gmail.com
[email] attitude.babyreginax@gmail.com
[Hi5]http://babyreginax.hi5.com/
SAGITTARIUS.
Spontaneous.
High appeal.
Rare to find.
Great when found.
Loves being in long relationships.
So much love to give.
A loner most of the time.
Loses patience easily and will not take crap.
If in a bad mood stay FAR away.
Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever.
Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness.
Has many fears but will not show it.
VERY private person.
Defends loved ones will all their abilities.
Can be childish often.
Not one to mess with.
Very pretty.
Very romantic.
Nice to everyone they meet.
Their Love is one of a kind.
Silly, fun and sweet.
Have own unique appeal.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Amazing in bed..!!!
Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.
❤Go to Perth & visit Reena
❤get a Boyfriend.
❤Nail Gel Extension.
❤New Digital Camera, hopefully pink.
❤Pink earphones
❤Dye hair blonde, highlight with pink strips.
❤Dye/highlight hair.
❤Go DXO.
❤Go Barcode.
❤Go MOS.
❤Go The Clinic.
❤Go Fashion Bar.
❤Go Zouk.
❤Go St. James Power Station.
❤Go Dragonfly.
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˚◦°°Poems from my Boy°°◦˚
o2o5o8
Over your rainbow
A unicorn flew,
He was sent to find me...
He said by you.
"Climb aboard", he whispered,
"We must go for a ride..."
And into a portal of light
We rode inside.
The sky was so blue,
The fields so green,
With each explosion of light
Was a wonderful scene.
So happy we seem
And always together,
There was no end to your dream,
It just went on forever.
Then the unicorn said
"I have one more surprise..."
So we took off quickly
And pierced the sky.
Then I saw you sleeping
And dreaming in your bed...
I caressed your hair gently
And kissed you on your head.
The unicorn interrupted...
"I must now get you home,
But now that you've seen her dream,
May you never feel alone."
My heart is feeling heavy,
A fire burns inside.
Thank you so much my darling
For the unicorn's ride.
28o4o8
I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.
26o4o8
u r the one whu makes mi shuffle in happiness and not saddness and madness... u r the one whu changed mi from a devil to angel... u r the one i will shuffle and dance for...
u r the one whu makes mi smile even when i am slping.. u r the one whu control the madness in mi... baby girl... i have nv regretted making such decision... from the start i can see that u care for mi
alot but i took it that as a fren caring for a fren but i realised that it is not that way... i am sorry... but now my mind soul and most important my heart is wif u liao... u r my heart whu pump warm
blood to make mi warmth... and make mi feel loved... baby i called u baby not becoz ur nickname is babyregina... becoz u r my baby.. i juz wanna said.... I LOVE U!!!
25o4o8
Baby..let me be the one who u called dear dear..let me be the one who take care of u when u are sick.. let me be the one who hug u when u r feeling cold.. let me be the one who sleep beside u.. let me be the one who u dance wid.. let me be the one who love and care for u so deeply.. now the question is will u let me be the one and only rose in ur heart..
My Specials
Family[esp.Mummy]
Tita(auntie in Philippines) Annie
myBABYBOY; Donovan
myQINGAIDE; Sheeny
My Babes
<3 Yuki[lao gong]
<3 Pei Ling[ai ai]
<3 Rebecca[Sugar]
<3 Michelle[my lady]
<3 Eefennie[qing ren]
<3 YuTing[Boyfriend]
<3 Pearl[Honey]
<3 Wayne[lover]
<3 Si En
<3 Melissa[girlfriend]
<3 Tracy[ai ren]
<3 Tiffany
<3 XiaoTing
Friends
#Vanessa[Char bo]
#Joyceline
#Melissa Wong
#Vin Vin Kor
#Jian De Kor.
#Sebastian Sister.
#Emily.
#Jesal Lao Ban.
#Kok Wei Papa.
#Ivan Xiao Jiu.
#Mervyn Kor.
#Reena.
#Nicholas.
myDUMDUM: Jonathan.
myCHEECKYBOY: Yan Zu.
myBIGBULLY: Andy.
mySILLYBOY: Glenn.
Uncle aka Stranger: Morris.
DaBenZhu: Zerric.
Cutie: D.
*NB:The abv list is not in any order (=.*
Current Status:
Spare me your craps & sarcasm,
senseless, crappy remarks & criticisms are not needed.
Of coz, unless you can prove some sensibilities out of it.
Get a life if you don't have one,
don't bother tagging here & leave pollutions behind.
Otherwise,
everyone's welcome to tag.
Do not spam, and kindly leave your names.
Thanks (=.
Mariah Carey; Love Story
Ay bay it won’t end, won’t end, won’t end
Let’s talk about love
This is my love story
Boy meets girl and looks in her eyes
Time stands still and two hearts catch fire
Off they go rollercoaster ride
Up & down and around...
Twisted all out they minds
And then his friends
Said "its too soon to settle down"
And then her friends
Said "he’s a playa, slow it down"
They couldn’t be who they was
Cause it just seemed like love
Wasn’t on they side
But this isn’t ...
Just another love story
Together we’ll make history
I know because it’s just too real
They’ll be no end to our love story
And this ain’t gon end up
Like that Casablanca movie...no
This ain’t no fairy tale or fiction
This is truly
Ours for the eternity
They’ll be no end to our love story
Baby...
Chapter two...
When they meet up again
Second time around
See but they’re just friends
But the feelings still strong
And it’s been too long
To be trippin’ like they ain’t been missing
They on the phone like
Ay bay bay
Let’s meet up today
Gots bout an hour or two
You might as well come thru
We can make it like it was
Just the two of us
Back up on that rollercoaster
Like we been supposed to
Cause this isn’t
Just another love story
Together we’ll make history
I know because it’s destiny
They’ll be no end to our love story
And this ain’t gon end up
Like that Casablanca movie...no
This ain’t no fairy tale or fiction
This is truly
Ours for the eternity
They’ll be no end to our love story
Baby...
Just when it seemed
Like all the odds
Were stacked against them
They came back stronger then before
Matter fact then some
Stronger then pride
Lookin’ like them
Lookin’ like her, lookin’ like him
Stronger then hate
And the whole world too
Lookin’ like me
Lookin’ like you
’Cause this isn’t just another love story
Together we’ll make history
I know because it’s destiny
They’ll be no end to our love story
And this ain’t gon end up
Like that Casablanca movie...no
This ain’t no fairy tale or fiction
This is truly
Ours for the eternity
They’ll be no end to our love story
Baby...
Ay bay bay it won’t end, won’t end, won’t end
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